Due to family and school, Catherine and Warrick have been resigned from TM and Livejournal. Thanks to all who have interacted with them.

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Warrick struts in sporting a Kris Kringle hat. He knows people are staring, but he doesn't care. He has always been a Christmas kind of guy. He stops at reception and gives the secretary a candy cane and smiles dashingly. 'Merry Christmas Emmie' he speaks cheerfully.

Walking down the hall, he continues to give out candy. 'Stokes! Here man, have a candy cane..' he grins while tossing the candy down the corridor.

Growing up in my Grams' house, I always used to hear her say 'What goes around, comes around'. Being a kid, I hadn't the faintest clue what she meant by that, so I just shrugged and went about my life.

Then, when I was a teenager and running bets for the heavy rollers down on the strip, I finally understood what Grams meant. It was all about 'Karma'.

Now, as an adult, you know that if you do someone wrong maliciously, it will come back to haunt you. If you lie to protect your ass, or you just treat someone unfairly because of their race, color or creed, it will come back to you sooner or later. Life is intended to be lived fairly and honestly. Treat people the way you want to be treated. People don't know how they want to be treated though, so this makes some have no conscious about what they do. Every little thing you do, affects others. Every person that you affect might take what you did and do it to someone else. It becomes an ugly chain, man. That's why I see alot of shit happen to good people.

It can work the other way too. If you do something good for someone, they in turn do it for another. Pay it forward, man.

Chuckles

If I told you what I'm really happy about, then I would be breaking one of my cardinal morals.

Stretches back in the chair and tosses hands behind his head

I'm impressed with how my year has gone. I've dominated at work. I found myself a woman that I want to be with. I used my noodle and realized just how stupid I was to have done certain things. All in all, this is a year I can really say I did something, and not just looked back at it like it was all a blur.

Grins happily to himself

What else is there to be happy about? I think that's alot already..

Warrick...you know, the thing that makes a fantasy great is the possibility that it might come true. And when you lose that possibility..it just kinda sucks.

Catherine told me that when I wanted her to tell me how she really felt about me getting married to Tina. Maybe I shouldn't have expected some grand congrats or anything. Or maybe I should have just considered her feelings since her and I have been on the same page for the past 6 years.

Man, I really thought I had done the right thing by marrying. I thought I loved Tina. I really thought she was the right one for me. Turns out that I was wrong. Dead wrong, man. All this time, the right person was in front of me all along. She knows me better then anyone else. She gets me in more ways that is freakishly possible.

I wish I could have told Catherine the way I really felt about her a long time ago. I could have saved me a whole lot of grief in figuring out that marrying Tina was the most assinine thing I could do.

I almost forgot about this thing. Seriously, I have an excuse though. Pulling 20 hour days the past week is breakin me man.

Anyways, I'm still alive and will touch base when I can.